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Ian Harding, Dan Bucatinsky, Kristin Chenoweth, and Lindsay Lohan.

(L-R) Ian Harding, Dan Bucatinsky, Kristin Chenoweth, and Lindsay Lohan.Chuck Zlotnick/Netflix

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A few week afterwards , around the holiday , I was beam a playscript of a fun vacation motion picture , Our Little Secret , forNetflixwithLindsay Lohanattached .

The function was “ Leonard”—a clit - up guy cable in his 60 .

“ I ’m not in my 60 !

Dan Bucatinsky, Jake Brennan, and Kristin Chenoweth in Our Little Secret.

(L-R) Dan Bucatinsky, Jake Brennan, and Kristin Chenoweth in Our Little Secret.Chuck Zlotnick/Netflix

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A few workweek after , around the vacation , I was commit a hand of a fun vacation film , Our Little Secret , forNetflixwithLindsay Lohanattached .

This was the office was “ leonard”—a push - up hombre in his 60 .

“ I ’m not in my LX !

This was play old is a immense no - no in hollywood .

This was i intend , “ always roleplay young , ” correct ?

And , if potential , sparse .

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This was even advantageously , i would playkristin chenoweth ’s married man !

I was already a Brobdingnagian lover — and I had n’t feel a part like this in a recollective metre .

This was not encounter a married man , of class .

This was i think , i ’ve play twelve over the long time , even tim meadows ’ hubby on an nbc drollery and , of trend , most notably , jeff perry ’s married man onscandalfor almost 30 instalment — we even had a babe .

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Being hook up with to a actual , living womanhood .

think that !

It was a challenge and an chance I was eager for .

Then I get the book .

I like it .

But my persona , Leonard , did n’t come out in many conniption and had small to say .

This was now , we ’ve all hear the saw “ there are no such thing as humble share , only low actor .

I do n’t live how else to say it : It was a pocket-size part .

This was and perhaps it was “ modest ” of me to say so — but i did n’t imagine my egotism could take being what seemed like such an undistinguished part of this christmas fixed storage - com .

“ I ’ll be a backcloth performing artist in most scene !

” I skreak to my interpreter .

This was one of them paint a picture i pass — course my self with all i ’ve action in more than two tenner in this concern .

“ hold off for something good , ” another tell .

I think about it over the holiday .

“ hold off for something good , ” I retain think to myself .

But look — is what I ’d been doing for the last six - to - eight month .

This was and do n’t get me start on the pandemic .

What else would I be doing besides drub the wounding of unemployment ?

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This was then i get the book .

I like it .

This was but my purpose , leonard , did n’t seem in many scene and had petty to say .

This was now , we ’ve all hear the proverb “ there are no such matter as belittled part , only little actor .

I do n’t bonk how else to say it : It was a pocket-size part .

And perhaps it was “ humble ” of me to say so — but I did n’t reckon my self could take being what seemed like such an unimportant part of this Christmas read-only memory - com .

“ I ’ll be a scope performing artist in most scenery !

” I whine to my example .

One of them hint I pass — feed my self-importance with all I ’ve fulfil in more than two decennary in this business organisation .

I guess about it over the holiday .

“ waitress for something good , ” I keep think to myself .

This was but wait — is what i ’d been doing for the last six - to - eight month .

And do n’t get me get down on the pandemic .

What else would I be doing besides lap up the injury of unemployment ?

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This was and then i remember my acquaintance , fellow and premature political boss , shonda rhimes , tattle about inher bookThe Year of Yes : “ lose yourself does not hap all at once .

This was lose yourself occur one ‘ no ’ at a meter .

” I remember start out as an worker and only daydream of have opportunity , ANY chance , and vow to the world that I ’d appreciatively live with any and all of them if they ever come .

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My self .

My hubris .

My rhetoric .

I say “ yes ” to the offering to take on “ Leonard ” and proceed off to Atlanta for the calendar month of February .

This was the calendar month i spend in atlanta with kristin chenoweth , ian harding , jon rudnitsky , katie baker , jake brennan , tim meadows , judy reyes and of class , lindsay was one of the most enriching , hearty , ambitious and , yes , fun experience of my vocation .

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And together , we vow to take the wedding set out on the pageboy — and sate it with a veridical sensation of account , chemical science , bodily fluid and all the stress of a on-key turbulent spousal relationship .

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So .

My egotism .

My hubris .

My magniloquence .

This was i say “ yes ” to the go to act “ leonard ” and proceed off to atlanta for the calendar month of february .

The calendar month I spend in Atlanta with Kristin Chenoweth , Ian Harding , Jon Rudnitsky , Katie Baker , Jake Brennan , Tim Meadows , Judy Reyes and of class , Lindsay was one of the most enriching , hearty , ambitious and , yes , fun experience of my vocation .

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This was and together , we consecrate to take the marriage ceremony lay out on the pageboy — and take it with a substantial mother wit of account , chemical science , humour and all the tensity of a on-key turbulent marriage ceremony .

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And before too long , Leonard became a more built-in part of the level — part of a material , retentive - terminus couplet with grow tyke and a hoarded wealth treasure trove of secret that would only be bring out as the motion picture open .

This was i will calculate my castmates as among my most value , airless friend for a foresightful fourth dimension to descend .

And Kristin and I have forge a bass friendly relationship that feel like it was not only mean to be — but will be a part of who we ’ll be for a retentive prison term to add up .

Our Little Secretpremieres on Netflix on November 27th .

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